4#
 I feel that everything I do is a screw up. If I say one thing to one of my friends like:Pipe the fuck down, then i feel that i have ruined our relationship bevause it was something mean,. but not just saying things,. I feel that if i dint do something that some one told me to do i feel that i have a total problum with life. that i will never be good enough

3#
I am very insicure about my body. Everytime i look to the mirror i feel fat. I see that my calfs move when i walk. That my chest is flat, that i dont have "that curvy look" that all the boys want. I see that i should never where shorta bevause my legs are huge. I feel that i should never just wear a shirt because my fat will show.. I wear sweatshirts all the time because i feel safe that no can see the real me.

 2#
I still have all of my stuffed animals. I feel that if I let them go to another family that I will be hatted by every stufffed animal ever known to man because they are mine..Because they were let down when my child inside went away..

 1#
Im super insicure about my body,my looks. Ive once stoped eatting for a week because everytime I looked into the mirror i hated what i saw. I hated everything.